Vega

20 December 2013
Vega on her 6th birthday
Vega was diagnosed with acute lymphoblastic leukaemia (ALL) in 2012. By June 2014 she had completed intensive treatment followed by maintenance treatment. Vega had her first steroid-free birthday in December 2014.

Mum, Kathi tells Vega's story:

"Just like any other parent I don’t want to see my child suffer. I also don’t want her to die from cancer and we are faced with a cure that is as nasty as the disease. I dream about the future, when all of this is over, when Vega is well. I have hopes for a future when families do not have to face the same hardship as us. When treatment is easier, quicker - or maybe even redundant because a cure has been developed."

Kathi has written a blog of Vega’s story so far, from January 2012 to January 2013:

Here is a year in pictures

This is how it all started. It has been a year today.
I almost feel as if my calendar has been adjusted. New Years’ was a fly by affair, but today is weighty.  I do remember so very well arriving at Kings A&E because Vega’s foot was sore and not actually leaving again until… well we haven’t left really.

We have no pictures of our two weeks at the Marsden, right after diagnosis. I think we were in too much shock to think about taking pictures. I feel somewhat sad and at the same time relieved that we don’t have any.

Vega Palitz
This is a picture of Vega right after we returned home from the Marsden. 

She pretty much spent the first five weeks after diagnosis like this, crying on the sofa. Within days, our bright three year old had turned into this.  

You can see she is poorly, her eyes still swollen from all the IV fluids she had in hospital, her hair limp, her colour off.
Vega Palitz - induction

The pill crusher was on the table with every meal. 

Vega refused to take liquid medication in the beginning so we crushed all her tablets and she took them with yoghurt, still very reluctantly though.
Vega Palitz's pill crusher
Vega tried to play. But the tiredness was unreal, all consuming.

Here she is lying on her marble run before she even had a chance to built it.
Vega Palitz - tired
Haircut day. Vega’s hair was just coming out, bit by bit. 

We had loose hairs everywhere- in our food, the sinks, washing machine, in the beds… It became unmanageable.  Vega decided to cut it off and keep the remainder of her hair in her tin.

Vega getting her haircut
After the hair was off, there was a lot of pirate playing in the house!

I could make this blog post a tribute to sisters. Lyra and Alys are such an important, irreplaceable part of Vega’s life. I found hundreds of pictures of the girls together, keeping each other company, keeping each other safe and loving each other. 

Vega was never alone, always able to reach out to them and they were able to reach out to her.

Vega Palitz - pirates
Yep, this is Vega, not Shrek as you might dare think.

The steroid weight gain was incredible. She went from 14 kilos to 20 kilos in 6 weeks. She was wearing Lyra’s clothes as none of hers fitted anymore.


Vega Palitz
This self portrait by Ray says it all. Mama is missing. 

Whenever Vega was in hospital, I went with her and Ray looked after Lyra and Alys. 

Alys was small, still breastfeeding and Ray had to spent many hours comforting a baby that didn’t have a clue why I suddenly disappeared again.
Ray and Alys
Another sister shot.

We always, from the very start, made a point of including all the children, all of the time.

Lyra and Alys were always visiting Vega in hospital, providing much needed distraction but also, very importantly for Lyra, demystifying the hospital and how well or not well Vega actually was. But nevertheless, the hospital can be a lonely, boring place. 


Vega in hospital with her sister
This is Vega on day 13 in isolation.

She's pretending “to feed the animals in the forest” (and no, there is no forest behind that door- just a bog.)

The tree house at Kings. Family time.
Vega in isolation 

During Escalating Capizzi, mouthcare became a daily pain in the… mouth.

Vega’s mucositis became so bad she was hospitalised and because she did not eat or drink for almost a week was eventually fitted with an NG tube.

This was one of our worst hospital stays.

Vega Palitz - mouth care
Once again, Mama and Vega were missing. 

Staying in touch via facetime and sending good night kisses to each other.
Vega Palitz - facetime
We spent fathers day at the beach. 

Lyra gave Vega “a burial”. Both Lyra and Vega often say things like, “I am going to keep this toy/picture/stick until I die”. 

They think that means a very long time.
Vega on the beach
Goofing about with wiggly. 

Amazing spirit.
Vega Palitz
This year has been all about blood.  So much blood. 

Some days I felt I was totally seeing red. Literally. 

18 transfusion to date.
Vega Palitz - transfusion
This was Vega’s breakfast.

And sometimes still is, though not so often anymore.  Antibiotics, steroids, anti sickness and painkillers. 

And then cereal. (You should see what she has for dinner…)
Vega
This photograph became runner up in a photo competition.

It features in  Children with Cancer UK's calendar for 2013. Of course, sisters again. And who would have ever thought that we would feature in a calendar for a children’s cancer charity a year ago.

It reminds me that life as you know it can change in the blink of an eye.
Vega Palitz - fairyland
All this time I have looked at Vega and always thought she was carrying this burden so well.

She never looked as poorly as some of the other kids we saw at Kings or the Marsden. Then I found this picture. To me, here she really looks like a child that has cancer. Completely hairless. That cancer/chemo look.

Vega without any hair
First day at school. 

What a milestone and she knew it too. 

Look how happy she is!
Vega Palitz - school
This picture reminded me how much I carried her.

I carried her around for most of the first part of the year, steroid fat and all. My back is ruined.  She still tires easily and often asks to be picked up and carried up stairs etc but it is getting better. I am also looking at Alys again. The ‘baby’ in the buggy, Vega on my back.
Vega being carried
Hair is coming back and making such a difference to appearance. 

Now people actually ask me why I trimmed her hair so short, if they don’t know us, or haven’t seen Vega all bald.
Vega Palitz
Beads have a new place. 

The string of 862 Beads of Courage is over 8 meters long (about a meter per 100 beads) and it could not hang next to our kitchen door any longer. 

So here it is, the Art of Survival.  With two self portraits below, Vega and Lyra.

Many things I have no pictures of but in my mind. 
And on we go for another year, collecting more pictures, beads and memories.


View Kathi's blog website

Update on Vega: February 2015

Vega on her 6th birthday"Vega is doing well. She has some treatment related issues but has been off treatment since June 2014 now and is recovering slowly, but very steadily.

I have continued to write my blog. I most recently wrote about the end of so many of our support services because Vega is not on treatment anymore. I am finding this very hard. Cancer does not only affect a family while a child is ill, but lingers into a family's life for many more years.

Vega turned six on Boxing Day. It was her first birthday in years when she wasn't on steroids. I can not begin to tell you how much better the day was compared to the last few!" 

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